Him through my Eyes
My eyes try to capture in one go
The yellow that his t-shirt shine with
saying the slogan ‘be different’
I so wish he thinks beyond while
His small feet drags on stoned pavement
Dreaming of dreams that are far ahead
I wanted him to do this and be that
But now I really don’t think so
For its really his dreams or mine?
That I see and wish through him
Is really right to do so?
for he need to live his life and grow
As I have made my own se t of mistakes
I do not want him to relive those
I want him to sit on his own nullity
Where he may find his own follies in prose
He can look through deep holes
And patch them up as he goes!
As I watch him walk away
Looking for his own lens and lane
I see him smile with his back to me
I hope that smile stays with me too
Like little pigeon that totters away
To find his own gravel and sand
A nostalgia of all that I could have been
hopefully don’t burden his soul
I wish my wishes for him
does not not end up scaring more
I hope I do not dream of horses with wings
And let him make his songs to sing
I can feel him pouring his heart
Through the redness of his eyes
I can see him see me up there
fighting hard to reach such heights
I pray I let you do what you feel
And when you look back you see a happy dream!